Now Ahab told Jezebel everything Elijah had done . . . Elijah was afraid and ran for his life (1 Kings 19:1-5).
I look up to my son.
By that I do not mean that I respect or admire him or think he’s a great kid (which I do). I mean he’s a good six inches taller than I am. I’m literally looking up to him, puzzled as to how our five-foot-something parentage produced his lanky frame.
Trust me, it hasn’t been this way for very long. Not many years ago we were waiting on a growth spurt. I often made use of biblical language in assuring my son that he’d shoot up any day – “like a thief I the night . . . you do not know the day or the hour.” Such reassurances were hollow. He started high school looking much the same as he had looked in middle school.
These years were also the wrestling years, a sport that didn’t necessarily equate size with skill. Weight concerns, however, were a big deal for all wrestlers. I recall being surprised when my son announced that he needed to skip a meal before a wrestling meet. He explained that he was only a half-pound shy of having to move up to the next weight class and he didn’t want to do that.
Weight classes make sense in wrestling. They keep things fair and they keep things safe. Whereas I would typically encourage John to eat whatever he wanted, I wasn’t sure I wanted him in the next weight class. It meant bigger opponents. In theory he’d be bigger too – but it didn’t look that way to me.
Strength and size are important in wrestling. And they also matter in our walk with God.
Fire from Heaven
On Mount Carmel it was clear that Elijah served a heavyweight God. The prophet had called for a contest between himself and the prophets of the fertility god Baal. Elijah had gone to the mat on this one, challenging the people. “How long will you waver between two opinions. If the Lord is God follow him; but if Baal is God, follow him” (1 Kings 18:21).
Short version of the story: Baal was pinned in seconds by Elijah’s God. Baal had nothing to offer in response to the loud and frantic prayers of his prophets, more than four hundred of them pleading hour after hour for a show of strength. Their prayers met with Elijah’s taunts and silent skies.
Then Elijah prayed. A short request, simple and clear in its purpose: send fire so that all may know that you, O Lord, are God (1 Kings 18:37-38). And fire fell from heaven.
The shocking thing about this story is its aftermath. Having defeated Baal’s prophets, Elijah is a wanted man, hunted by Queen Jezebel. In the face of her threats, God suddenly became small, a lightweight deity. The pagan Queen became large, a heavyweight ruler. Fear gripped Elijah’s heart and he ran for his life.
Tailspin of Anxiety
How is it that God so easily and often becomes small in our eyes?
Elijah’s name means “The Lord is God.” We say we believe it. But the slightest opposition from some pretender to power in our lives can send us into a tailspin of anxiety. Our God is suddenly shrunken and weak – and something else stands large and powerful in our minds and claims lordship over our hearts.
The person making hiring decisions becomes strong and powerful against our lightweight deity. The stock market and drama of Wall Street looms large as God pales in the background, swallowed up in the noise of trading. A supervisor becomes the heavyweight, far too much for our scrawny God. God gets small, even when we know better, even when we’ve lived through something where we’ve seen fire fall from heaven.
In 1961 J. B. Phillips wrote a book titled “Your God is too Small.” If such a thing could be written in 1961, how much more so in 2016? Take a look at your life today: the challenges you’re up against, the questions that remain unanswered, the pressures that won’t let up. What weight class have you placed God in? And what would it take for God to once again become a heavyweight deity – Powerful, Sovereign, Creator God.
Forgive us for seeing you as small, O God, while other things stand large and formidable in our minds and in our hearts. We would recover our sense of your power today, living with the strength that comes from serving a great and mighty God who is at the same time faithful in caring for us. Grant us courage for all that we face, and give us an unshakable sense of your presence with us, we ask in Jesus’s name. Amen.
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Great reminder of how great God is. Now to live all the time like I believe it.